things are NOT GOOD.
and they haven't gotten any better, and it's doubtful that they ever will like this. either start changing or just block out the past and move forward already, you fucking idiot.

NU-NU "BLOG" IS DUE

blahblahblah there's too much dumb shit on here to be sharing anything on it anymore. i'm trying tumblr, it seems like it's pretty simple. i may still write things on here, but i dunno.

NU-NU:

HTTP://MARYNJONES.TUMBLR.COM

<3 maryn.

i'm not cut out for this shit.

THIS SOUNDS REALLY NICE.

"Farm for sale, 185 Ridge Rd, Robbinston Maine $150,000


DownEast farm with a beautiful view of Passamaquoddy Bay! The farm includes a farmhouse with 3 large bedrooms, 1 1/4 bathrooms, wood stoves (approx 8 cord of dry, split, stove length firewood included), oil fired forced hot air heat, and a drilled well. Outbuildings include a single car garage with attached heated workshop, a large, solid barn with hay loft, and a 60 acre lot with lots of prime woodland with hunting and fishing opportunities.

House sq ft: 1400 Garage sq ft: 660 Barn sq ft: 1000
Basement: poured cement floor, stone foundation (house)
Heating: Hot air oil and wood stoves (house), wood stove (workshop)
Lot size: 330 ft x approx 1.5 mi (60 acres) Cleared: 6 acres Wooded: 50+ acres
Well: drilled
Bedrooms: 3, 2nd floor
Bathrooms: 1 full (toilet, tub, shower, sink) 2nd floor, 1 quarter (toilet only) 1st floor

This is the perfect location for someone with horses or other animals, organic farming or homesteading, or just enjoying the beauty of DownEast Maine!"

GIVE ME BACK AUGUST 23RD 2010,


before this hurt.

just because you want something doesn't mean that you can have it.

there's a light in the morning.

TIGERS JAW - SPIRIT DESIRE.

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you can call me when you wanna call.

leading me back to you.

there is a sweet ringing sound. i messed up the words on the cover part. sorry. this is everything happening right now.




hard to be okay. sorry.

maybe i will just have to hold onto how perfect things were. maybe that's all i'm going to have.

FUCK
YES.