in the spaces between the things i'm trying to say,
the inside of my head is echoing a thick sound back and forth from ear to ear. it starts sounding a lot like that dark tunnel we stood in and yelled nonsense into.
it slowly starts to form into words, so i listen & try to make sense. but then it just starts buzzing and clicking again.
eventually i've been silent for too long, so i just say "i don't know", and put my head down on the table.