Monday, June 28, 2010

mess mess mess messy messes.

how do i get into these messes? there's just nothing i can do.
it's almost as if i'm trying to.
how can a person not know what they want so much of the time?
how can i love so many, but barely love myself?
i keep giving so much to this little heart of mine, but she keeps taking and taking until i have nothing left to give.
i'm tired of hurting the ones who only try to love me.
why can't i just stop feeling so much all of the time?
so, i'm sorry for crying and trying to explain;
though i could never tell you just exactly why i am this way.
or how i get into these messes;
i wish i knew myself.
please forgive me,
although i ask that way too much.

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